My new style!

Recently, my mode was toooo bad. I try to change in good hardly. But still can't. Because when I'm going to be good, something will hurt me more and more. I can't see anymore. But I can't run from myself. Who can help me? I still hurting. No one will understand it...


I change to a new style. But I think everyone like my old style than my new. Izzit? I think so. It just can't RUN FROM MYSELF!! 


Today, I so lucky I get 5soft toy from a game. It is good. But why I can't happy for it? And I so no mode today. WHY?! 


The new me is learning to become a more maturely person. And learning listen who are asking or telling.

I gonna be a own way.
And alone.
That new me.