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Today I bring my hp to school~ hee

Today is a interesting day~

My classmate make me laugh everyday. They make me laugh every time. Hahaha.. Hope for tomorrow also is a interesting day. = )

can I in your eyes?

I do not chat with others like you ignore me, I'm afraid you leave;
I do not like when you see me give you the FB message, you do not return to me, because I'm afraid you hate me,
I do not like if you tell me true, I feel false;
I do not like do not speak to you soon down the line, 
I was afraid to leave you forever;
I do not like listening to songs you think of others, 
I'm afraid you are just looking for my loneliness;
 I do not want your MSN for others in addition to light I;
I do not want you with me when it comes to thinking of others;
I do not want to hurt you ask me once, I was afraid of thought;
I do not want you to lose contact with me, even for a minute;
I do not want you because it goes with me alone;
 I like you, with you when I feel will be very happy;
I grin like you look on the network, I think you're really cute;
I like your simple, honest, your strengths and weaknesses I like, 
I hope you can after that, so I am a person belonging to a;
 I hope you can accompany me when I'm bored chat.
I hope you can as I exist, and not ignoring my existence;
I hope you can put me on your mind, rather than on the corner of a people can not find;
I hope you can love me more, 
so I have the confidence to close for a long time you open your door;
Since then I hope your heart is only me, not long ago were not thinking about love;
 I'm selfish, I am very high-handed, I bad, sometimes very boring;
I am afraid of loneliness, I fear injuries, the most important person I'm afraid to leave,
I fear being alone;
I like fun, I like to play, I like together with the important people in mind,
 I am speaking to you important? How important?
Or are you just looking for my loneliness?
Or that place in my heart I did not?
 You care about me? How much you care?I do not know what you feel for me, 
so I will not easily to you ask for?
Will not let you do for me?
 Do not think I am stupid because I'm serious, no joke,I really like you, love you, 
you unknowingly walked into my heart,
Promise me, do not let me down, do not leave me, okay?

by 『愛你所以離開你，眼淚是回憶』- facebook

Happy Ending to me?

Today, I laugh so crazy when I wacth that show. I laugh so crazy when my sis make me laugh. I laugh so crazy when I saw a baby's action so funny.Today is a laugh day to me.

   I reach church 3.30pm. So, I bring my homework to there and do it. When 4.00pm I was learning tamborine.I so enjoy it. Finished that, the KRG was started and I saw my friend of I hate before. When I saw her I didn't felt any angry or hate her. Maybe I know to forgive others. In Matthew got asked love who was you hate. I know this meaning. This so helpful to me.Today I saw him but he so cool to me. Why like this? I don't know. I just know so many people like my sis more than me. Because my sis more funny then me. And I heard someone said my face look like a so serious person. Is that true? I think Yes. I am funny person but not in church. Izzit right? Why I can't do a funny person in church? I like make others laugh. I can't do it.why? Sometimes, I think am I a so serious person? or I'm so quiet make people think me so serious? I can't laugh anymore? Today got 2 person help me take food there also help others there so funny. After KRG, I play with marcus. * He is a baby. He make laugh happily.Then, I play instrument with my sis. So high one for me. I can make myself so high. I know I can't write so long. But I try. Everything must try then future will nothing to care. Today I saw him, and he didn't talk to me. So many people like my sis and there only play with my sis. Sometimes, I jealous to her. I write a song and lyrics to me. The name call ' Finding Happines' The song about my life. Although my life is amazing, but sometime I don't like it. Haha, I know I'm so crazy. But crazy better than sad or angry. At school I must hide my real me. And make others laugh. So tired but I like make others laugh loudly. It will make me happy at a whole day. I just want study hard don't make me glum. I always no mood. I just want to say byebye with no mood. Why can't? This so hard for me.

Sad, don't ask others.

Sad, put on headphones, walking in at the way,
Sad, eat something you like.

Sad, and quietly knelt down, holding myself, so enjoy the tears spilled


Sad, holding a mirror to see myself at the moment, so the real surfacing
Sad, hide myself quietly, so that all the empty cover
Sad, eyes closed, listening to the sounds around, immerse yourself in the din
Sad, do not tell others why their grief and bear it to others
Sorry, you can pretend to happiness, and excitement with others will be able to forgethis own
Sad, still sad to comfort others who also benefit you will find yourself, Like father only



Sorry for anyone who has not -
Who will remember -
The past is no longer always -
Why do hard to -
Forget ... -

Vent with a sad smile


Sorry no big deal, it is important to live a good future. -
Not difficult to meet the aspirations of people pour themselves endure in silence like. -
After living this way. . . . . . . . . -
Sorry, do not let people know, because no one cares...

by愛、文章 - facebook

Is a Bad Day?

Today is a bad day for me. Today totally out of mood!
Don't know why suddenly feel no mood. I felt this feeling confused.
No a Good day for me.
Hope tomorrow don't feel any no mood again.
I just don't want this feeling. Even though sad, angry, glum or others.
I just don't want no mood.


Suddenly, feel want to write a book of novel 
And some lyrics.
Just why?


Everyday got a question in my mind...
Why like this?
I can't answer by myself.
I need others help me answer and pray for me.


I need more serving God 
Worship Him
Praise Him
Pray to Him
Study His word...
And more more more and more...


If no one like but HE won't 
HE always like...
Jesus Love ME Forever..

God Bless ME~

God Bless ME~ Always~ ♥

Is a Amazing day~

Today is a amazing day for me~ Today I felt so good.= D And I very happy~haha
Today me exam paper was giving back but not all.
Today keep giving back exam paper.^^
I don't know to say my feeling~
It was amazing!


And I miss my tender brothers and sisters~
Today so happy~
So many good things are coming to me.
Thank you Jesus~
I love you so much~
hee~ = D

HE!

When I was sad HE console me
When I was fall down HE straighten me
When I  worry HE ask me don't worry
When I happy HE also happy
When I angry HE let me cool down 
When I glum HE let me happy.
    = D
 Who is HE? Who name called JESUS! 

Originally

Originally, I'm a person of trouble.

It's me

Are you is a boring person?

Yes.

Are you is a quiet person?

Yes.

Are you play well in drum or a good drummer?

No, I'm not a good drummer and I'm not play well in drum.

And I feel I don't want play drum anymore.

That's me.

I can be a normal person but I'm not perfect.

Yeah!

Yeah! Holidays coming~ Must enjoy holidays~ = D
I always waiting holiday. Now, holiday coming~
So happy now.


Today my school got a competition that is everyone must run 5-7km.
LOL! very tired...Then, my friend look like want to sleep already...me too><
After the competition,  everyone go in to dewan. Waiting for awards.
boring and sleepy...


When 11.55am, everyone go back each class. Of course, me too. = )
12.00pm we reach our class, then I with  my friends and classmate. 
They are so funny. I'm so glad at this class but I don't like this class. Because my class is 1st class so stress.


And tomorrow can go to KRG~haha= )

Yipee~

Yipee~ exam was over~ = D happy!


During the exam, I finished my question so I draw some picture.heehee...= )

Exam.

Today exam got B.M, B.I, B.C and KH.


B.M,B.I, B.C very easy but KH very difficult. So many people don't know how to do.
Tomorrow exam must add oil! 


Exam fast gone. I want holidays~ = D

BAD

Yesterday my grandma bring us to eat Sushi<3

After eat Sushi, I go to KRG. Then, my sis and me went to watch movie with friends in church. The movie very nice, and this movie frighten me many times. But its also funny. = )


TODAY
Is a normal Sunday. I went to KK. then go back home. Nothing special.But today I fall in bad mood again. Why recently I always like this? = (


And my exam is coming soon. I very scare it can't pass. But my sis in Christ ask me don't worry God is with you. I still remember God ask me don't worry about anythings. = ) it's okay.

No mood

No mood.

I'm back!!

I'm back!! Back to my bloggie~ These days no play computer so boring. Nothing to study can't play computer..==


VERY BORING!!


Next Tuesday got Sejarah exam. Very scare the Sejarah will fail..=[ 
God Please help me..


now, what can I study now? Haiz...
Tomorrow will play computer again~~^^