Recently I always in bad mood, don't know why I was in bad mood. Start from yesterday I am in bad mood. Today I hear my friend said she so hate talk with me. I think is kidding me. But today she didn't laugh with me. Only others. Am I so easy to make others hate or unlike? Haha..I think so. I very sad to hear that.
I am a not perfect person. Got a perfect person in this world? Of course not! But I will change to a quiet person. But if I changed my friends will not laugh anymore. Because they said I can make people laugh. But I too tired to make people laugh. Sorry, I just want to rest. I changed to quiet for a few day, please don't say me so cool or unlike me. I very scare people hate me. Is too tired to make people.
"Crown can make people laugh, But crown also want rest."
Sometime I sit at my place alone, My friends said me so cool. No, I just want rest. When I rest I will daze or the face look like not so good. But my friends said me ignore their. Why like this? Why I can rest? Too tired.
I want make people laugh, My friendship and family relationship. Study, Smile reluctantly, Worry about others feeling, And many many. It's too stress...
Today after service I stay at church. Actually I stay there until 4pm. But my friend fetch my sis and I go to Summit. And eat lunch with him. Then, we talking talking~ So funny and a bit crazy. But so happy~ = D After we go home. My sis and I go back home. When I on the way, I so tired so I sleep in the car. When I reach home, I go to bath then watch movie until 7.45pm. Then eat dinner. = D After today is tomorrow. Will study again... = ( But I like school life. BUT!!I don't like study.XP How I wish holidays is coming fast or is today.
Haiyo~ Look like so long didn't update my blog. Because I look like nothing to write. But today I got something to write. Tomorrow I must go to school. So tired. And I don't like Saturday go to school.Why must like this? Don't know... But recent this week, my classmate so funny. They play with me, chat with me, laugh with me, do homework with me and so many. Tomorrow I got a sharing in church. But I didn't prepare it.= S I want find a bible verse but I didn't find it. So hard to find a bible verse in the bible. Hope God help me to find the bible verse. And bless in my sharing. My friend also follow to go to church but she said her mother don't let her go. Aiyo..I hope my friends also can follow me to church. This my hope. GBM, GBY, GBA~ haha. Thank you Lord you are giving me and bless me.
WOW~ So long didn't update my blog. Because I think nothing can share. Last Saturday is very normal to me. Yesterday, also normal to me. Because I never stay at church and go back home early. But today are not a normal day to me. Because of my classmate. They make me happy, laugh and smile. They all so nice. Opps! not nice is funny and friendly. I love this class but some of the student I don't like. They so bully me. But I forgive. = ) This Saturday is me share offering I'm preparing now. I most welcome my secondary school. I love this all. I want do myself. I don't want because of who..but only Jesus. I do myself. never change because of who ever. This is me. A arrogant me. This is real me. Real me is a happy person no sad, no angry, no any bad mood is around me. This is me.