My new style!

Recently, my mode was toooo bad. I try to change in good hardly. But still can't. Because when I'm going to be good, something will hurt me more and more. I can't see anymore. But I can't run from myself. Who can help me? I still hurting. No one will understand it...


I change to a new style. But I think everyone like my old style than my new. Izzit? I think so. It just can't RUN FROM MYSELF!! 


Today, I so lucky I get 5soft toy from a game. It is good. But why I can't happy for it? And I so no mode today. WHY?! 


The new me is learning to become a more maturely person. And learning listen who are asking or telling.

I gonna be a own way.
And alone.
That new me.

What's up?!

Just angry it!

It is Smile will be alright?

Many people ask 
"Just am smile, everything will be alright"
But it is really?


I so confused now.. but not about this..
SO WHAT?!


I'm a joke in this world or in everyone life?
CONFUSED!!!


Am I is a joke?I think YES!!
So many want to ask!
But I still secretly...

damn long!

Wow~ Damn long didn't update my blog...
Sorry~ recently so busy so can't always update blog...

Don't know why hor..
Recently I so like Fahrenheit
Hee~