Not so good

Recently I always in bad mood,
don't know why I was in bad mood.
Start from yesterday I am in bad mood.
Today I hear my friend said she so hate talk with me.
I think is kidding me.
But today she didn't laugh with me.
Only others.
Am I so easy to make others hate or unlike?
Haha..I think so.
I very sad to hear that.


I am a not perfect person.
Got a perfect person in this world?
Of course not!
But I will change to a quiet person.
But if I changed my friends will not laugh anymore.
Because they said I can make people laugh.
But I too tired to make people laugh.
Sorry, I just want to rest.
I changed to quiet for a few day,
please don't say me so cool or unlike me.
I very scare people hate me.
Is too tired to make people.


"Crown can make people laugh,
 But crown also want rest."


Sometime I sit at my place alone,
My friends said me so cool.
No, I just want rest.
When I rest I will daze or the face look like not so good.
But my friends said me ignore their.
Why like this?
Why I can rest?
Too tired.


I want make people laugh,
My friendship and family relationship.
Study,
Smile reluctantly,
Worry about others feeling,
And many many.
It's too stress...


Sorry, today I used so much BUT!